It's been such a long time...

Wow. I haven't posted on this here thing in quite some time. And frankly, looking back on these posts depresses the ever loving hell out of me. Fake ex-boyfriend is long gone, thankfully. Reading these posts make me even more thankful for this.

It's amazing how people affect us- even when we know that we're letting them. Such was the case with fake ex-boyfriend. I knew from the get go that he didn't care, that he was a bit selfish and strange, and that he had a rather disturbing relationship with his mother and sister. I knew that he wouldn't be around for long, but yet...I let him come around. Age and fear can do strange things. Combined with isolation, the three make for an evil trifecta.

I've learned. Oh how I've learned.